Saturday, July 24, 2004
just came back from CO concert... it was a huge sucess a right... and i cried.... again....partly because i felt very accomplished.... i played songs that i never thought i would be able to play... there were times when i really feel like giving up.... and give up cello... chinese orchestra... yue xia... hong mei.... but i did it!!!
another reason for me crying was the leaving of the sec 4s.... ok... that was the main reason.... well... the prospect of going into m4-03 or m4-01 without seeing chee gake or boon pin... without them nagging at us to arrange the chairs... without them da-ing pai zi for us....or even without seeing yirong reading at a corner or not having an gie to pull us back into real-life situation when we got too crazy.... well.... it just seems abit frightening.... feels kind of lost... ever since like sec 2.... my only motivation to get through a week of school was CO practices.... it's forever filled with fun.... i really dunno how CO practices will be like when i am like... the oldest and have to nag at juniors.... it's just... too serious for me... and then it's like... ever since sec 1... there had always been this group of ppl who we can turn to when we meet with troubles regardless in CO or in school studies, family problems... etc...... and then suddenly... i have to learn to cope without these seniors.... it's like... losing a kao shan..... i noe we had expected these right at the beginning and i was just telling eunice a few days ago that what will come would come... but... it's still abit overwhelming....
die.... i feel like crying all over again....
23:49
Wednesday, July 21, 2004
for the last time.... i must repeat.... I HATE CHAIRS AND MUSIC STANDS!!!!
today i must have carried the most chairs i had carried in my life lor.... cos 2 years ago... just have to carry 10 chairs... for cello and bass section... and now... i have to carry like 1000 chairs lor.... *exaggerating is one of my traits*.... by the end of the practice with sec 1s today... i was completely worn out.... sho.... i am still tired!!!
aniwae... today's practice is like...... drawing a quadratic graph...*urgh!!!maths!!!!*... yeapz... cos it's like i was quite accomplished when i heard that the setting up of chairs onli took like 50s.... budden when we went down to the audi and practice... we took like 1 min 50 sec to clear the stage for the next song.... abit slow hor.... sigh... guess we still have to practice practice and practice.... sigh.... i better get some more sleep soon....
21:06
Saturday, July 17, 2004
today had CO again... lian the whole tong xiang su xie... sho nice!!! but hor... it's really quite tiring lehz.... i thought my arm was going to break when i finish playing dou niu lor...(i'm exagerating)....really carn believe that the concert is less than 1 week away lor... dat's like 7 days... and it sounds frightening.... aniwae... i think the songs are quite all right lah... we should do fine on that day... but i'm more worried abt the backstage lor... haben even train the sec 1s yet... sho sad.... haiz.... aniwae... if there are any SLs reading this now... please note that the sec 1 meeting on monday after school has been changed to during recess time....
aniwae.... today's sihui's b'dae..... actually wanted to bake a cake.... den can save money... dun need to buy present... but on second thought.... i think i'll end up baking over and over again... and i'm not sure it's edible ornot... so.... the conclusion is..... i better buy a present soon....
23:29
today had CO again... lian the whole tong xiang su xie... sho nice!!! but hor... it's really quite tiring lehz.... i thought my arm was going to break when i finish playing dou niu lor...(i'm exagerating)....really carn believe that the concert is less than 1 week away lor... dat's like 7 days... and it sounds frightening.... aniwae... i think the songs are quite all right lah... we should do fine on that day... but i'm more worried abt the backstage lor... haben even train the sec 1s yet... sho sad.... haiz.... aniwae... if there are any SLs reading this now... please note that the sec 1 meeting on monday after school has been changed to during recess time....
aniwae.... today's sihui's b'dae..... actually wanted to bake a cake.... den can save money... dun need to buy present... but on second thought.... i think i'll end up baking over and over again... and i'm not sure it's edible ornot... so.... the conclusion is..... i better buy a present soon....
23:29
today had CO again... lian the whole tong xiang su xie... sho nice!!! but hor... it's really quite tiring lehz.... i thought my arm was going to break when i finish playing dou niu lor...(i'm exagerating)....really carn believe that the concert is less than 1 week away lor... dat's like 7 days... and it sounds frightening.... aniwae... i think the songs are quite all right lah... we should do fine on that day... but i'm more worried abt the backstage lor... haben even train the sec 1s yet... sho sad.... haiz.... aniwae... if there are any SLs reading this now... please note that the sec 1 meeting on monday after school has been changed to during recess time....
aniwae.... today's sihui's b'dae..... actually wanted to bake a cake.... den can save money... dun need to buy present... but on second thought.... i think i'll end up baking over and over again... and i'm not sure it's edible ornot... so.... the conclusion is..... i better buy a present soon....
23:29
today had CO again... lian the whole tong xiang su xie... sho nice!!! but hor... it's really quite tiring lehz.... i thought my arm was going to break when i finish playing dou niu lor...(i'm exagerating)....really carn believe that the concert is less than 1 week away lor... dat's like 7 days... and it sounds frightening.... aniwae... i think the songs are quite all right lah... we should do fine on that day... but i'm more worried abt the backstage lor... haben even train the sec 1s yet... sho sad.... haiz.... aniwae... if there are any SLs reading this now... please note that the sec 1 meeting on monday after school has been changed to during recess time....
aniwae.... today's sihui's b'dae..... actually wanted to bake a cake.... den can save money... dun need to buy present... but on second thought.... i think i'll end up baking over and over again... and i'm not sure it's edible ornot... so.... the conclusion is..... i better buy a present soon....
23:29
Sunday, July 11, 2004
today's perhaps the most relaxing day i had all week... no school and no co prac... so shuang... but den got sch tml... sho sad.... happy moments just dun last... haiz... but still... i'm looking forward to co prac on tues.... sho fun... and my sister juz said i cannot play well on cello... sho sad.... at least i noe how to play simple songs like twinlke twinkle little star and long long ago mah... not lyk her lor.... carn even play long long ago on piano...:P but still.... she's my sister mahz... have to tolerate her "shortcomings"....*she's currently hitting my head consistently as i type all these...*
sigh... i must be getting too nervous about the concert and the rate which it is coming... cos yesterday... i dreamt that ms chek and mr lee was scolding me halfway through yue xia cos i held my bow wrongly... -_-''' sho lame right???
20:39
Friday, July 09, 2004
this year's youth day was quite fun lahz... though i really think i would be nicer if i didn't wait for 1 hour to get my nails done... and i have to clean them by tml!!! cos i gort cello lessons... mr lee would probably nag again if he sees my nailz... yeapz... so the conclusion is... i have to clean it by tml... but i will put on nail polish again on sunday myself.... and i have to get it off on tuesday again... perhaps i shall polish my nails again on tues... after co... den can leave it till.... monday???? aiya... see got time first ornot...
aniwae... today we had CO prac... sho fun... den got praised... ms chek said we played much better than 3 days ago.... sho happy... all my efforts did not go down the drain after all... cos after practising and having all thos backaches yesterday... i was thinking i would probably forget everything by today... but ok lah... managed to remember most of it... hahaha.... aniwae... i love CO pracs!!!! sho fun... and the concert is... 2 weeks away....!!!!!
20:38
Saturday, July 03, 2004
just had a whole day of CO practice today... though it was very tiring... it was very fulfilling too!!! and i repeat... fang pai is nice!!!! i didn't noe it was so nice lor... i dun think anybody will regret going to the CO concert this year... cos it's going to be.... well... nice!!! i'm looking forward to yue xia though jamie said the instrument is not very in tune... but cello is not very in tune either... so hopefully... they'll balance it out... haha...
after today... i truly realise how lame andrea is.... ok... count me in... i'm lame too... cos when we went to look for chee gake in m4-01... we didn't really dare to go in... cos ms chek was there... so we started peeping in and tried to catch chee gake's attention and get her to the door... den somehow... i got kinda obsessed in trying to look like a detective holding a gun and lay ambushed behind the door... well... we were so concentrated in our game taht when chee gake, who finally noticed us, opened the door... both of us got a shock lor... hahahaha... sho funny....
well... to conclude... i'm very happy today!!! and it's so nice to be happy!!! and i'm blogging because i'm happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i think.... i need some tranquilizer(dunno really noe whether the spelling is right or not... i'm not going to be a doctor!!!)because i'm HAPPY!!!
heez...
17:22
