Tuesday, March 22, 2005
i think i lost all the pride i had in myself today... i've long resigned to the fact that no one seems to take me seriously... but do i look funny or something??? why did the juniors always laugh when they see me??? honestly... i don't mind juniors kidding around with me... but there are really times in which we HAVE to be serious... i really don't mind joking around and laughing with you guys... but please leave me with some respect and treat me like someone you can bully and laugh at.... switched places with yanqi and yuhsuan... went to sit right behind everyone like we used to again... reminds me of the times when we still had our seniors... someone to depend on... someone to confide in... someone whom we could seek advice... but now?? i admit that i used to bully liu ting as well... but was i like that... is this like erm... retribution or something??? i can't stand it anymore... well.. maybe it's because wat the juniors did today... but... nevermind... phew... i need to control my temper...
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