Sunday, October 23, 2005
it has been very difficult for me as well, you know? i cannot say i am the best student in the world and i cannot deny the fact that i have perhaps been hovering at the border line for the past 4 years. But do you know how difficult it had been for me to change my thinking and way of studying to try my best to attain the best results? at the beginning of every year, i will repeatedly remind myself to try and concentrate more on my studies and be less playful. And if you know my history in sec 1 and 2, you will perhaps see my improvements in the past 2 years. thus, i am very proud of not my results and my attitude these two years. you cannot understand how happy i am when some body or some teacher said that i have improved. it is very easy for you to say things like 'that's very good meh?', but please spare a thought for my feelings. you may have put in more effort than me and achieved much better results than i did in the past 2 years, but please acknowledge the effort i put in as well. you are not the only person who studied at all in the past 2 years. i do not count on you to read my blog, but leave me in my own fantasy, will you?
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