Tuesday, March 07, 2006
was reading some people's blog just now... and realised that i really have to read blogs more erm... regularly. cos i realised that some of them wasn't feeling very happy in a particular period of time and i didn't even know about it. am i too preoccupied in my own world?
one year ago, at this time, i think all of us were packing and checking our bags (luggage, in my case) to check if we've brought everything... from makeup to gown... fofm were celebrating our victory for the class mascot/song/cheer thing... sometimes i really feel like going back and relive those moments again. it's as if i didn't appreciate them when they were right before me, and now i can only submerge myself in the memories i've created then.
at this period of time, i guess i was also hmm... scolding people and getting scolded for not putting enough effort? i remember it was at this point of time when mrs ee said to us that, at the rate we're going, we can only get a bronze for syf. honestly, i don't mind getting scolded all over again, cos i really enjoyed doing what i was doing even if it means failing in it.
i miss the times when we can just sit in a circle at the back of the class and say whatever we want. we could be so sure that there will be at least 5 people listening to us and helping to solve the problems we have... but now, it's so hard to even find that ONE person.
maybe we were better off at thos times.
class list will be out tml... crossing my fingers...
20:04