Monday, July 31, 2006
how do you define "real friends?"
even if you know the definition and have "real friends" around you,
how much longer will they be with you?
so what if you have your gang of so called "real friends"?
how long will they be there anyway?
honestly, does it really matter?
19:32
Saturday, July 29, 2006
spent half the day practising piano today. hmmm, really don't know what to expect on the day itself, the pieces seem fine, but i always screw up at the last minute. :( and my aural is hmmm, very sad too. i can't sing for nuts. the possibility of me passing is like 20%. my confidence level is an all time low today.
fortunately, the other half of the day was much better. it's my parent's wedding anniversary today, so my dad decided to be erm, romantic and brought my mum to east coast park to cycle, buy some food and eat on the beach, where they can see all the fireworks from the ndp rehearsal. the only thing was that, there was two 1000 megawatts lightbulb (me and my bro) with them, so i guess, it was more like a family outing in the end. haha. shall siam and leave them alone now. :p
22:10
Sunday, July 23, 2006
i'm starting to lose the trust i have in some people. as in, i'm not even asking you to be really committed and do something really huge. i just hope that you can be responsible for the promises you made. don't make us look forward to something only to be disappointed in the end.
don't forget that i've already helped you out once. don't expect me to do that again. this time, i'm on HER side.
anw, it was my grandfather's 68th birthday yesterday! then we had kind of like a bbq party at my house. it was okay i guess, got to meet all my cousins again! haha, which reminds me, i have a date with one of my cousins on thursday! hopefully, i won't forget abt it.
oh yeah, i just realised yesterday, it only takes a 17% alcoholic white wine to knock me out. wow.
20:01
Sunday, July 09, 2006
hmmm, i like talking to people. esp those conversations when you can really say everything and anything to the other person, knowing that she'll listen with all her heart.
anw, i was talking to sihui the other day. it was THAT kind of conversation. it was quite fun i guess, cos sihui was trying to help me decide what i feel and think about certain stuff.
it's kinda sad to know that i don't really know what i think and feel myself.
17:57
anyway, i promised aiwen that i'll blog abt this truck trying to heave a container like thing onto the back of the truck. we both agreed that it was quite cool lor! cos in the process, there were points of time when the front of the truck in suspended in midair as it tried to pull the container up. basically, we were standing there and staring at the driver, wondering what it is like to be in his position.. hmmm.. it looks quite fun, maybe i should be a truck driver and try it in the future.
haha, very funny.
00:40
Friday, July 07, 2006
do you know how torturous a meal can get??
very torturous. -.-'''
20:18
