Wednesday, August 23, 2006
was reading the cme project report i did last year with shu, dawn and aud. was super amused by all the stuff fofms wrote inside! all their tiao2 jian4s for their future boyfriends and husbands.
i can still remember me and dawn discussing what to write on the survey form (during chem lesson) lah! and i just realised that dawn was the only one in the class who's very particular about the height.. haha, who ask you to be so tall??
sigh, i miss those days.
20:24
Monday, August 21, 2006
haha, okay okay, i shall proclaim my love for my honey here.. DAPHNE SIEW! i love you more than sihui and xiaole! muahahha. i bet she knows it already lor and i'm sure she loves me more than she loves sihui and xiaole too! haha! yeah!
even though sihui and xiaole are so obsessed with each other that they don't love me anymore, i still love them. hahaha.
anyway, looking forward to the happie familiee meeting next wed. kxl, you better not ps hor, remember the ding tai feng and sushi tei treat. HAHA! oh yeah, and i think i have persuaded daphne to ahem, pon co and come le. hahha. =D
this entry sounds totally random and incoherent. sounds like what primary school kids do.. hmmm..
20:31
Sunday, August 13, 2006
haha, i like suan-ing shu. esp after the fortune telling thing.
everyone should try it. it's fun! haha
02:40
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Let's start!
1. Put numbers in the boxes instead of x's (example: 1, 2, 3, 4, ...)
2. Repost as "I have lived through ___ of these 158 things.
"I HAVE LIVED THROUGH 80 OF THESE 158 THINGS
[ ] I have read a lot of books.
[ ] I have been on some sort of varsity team.
[ ] I have run more than 2 miles without stopping.
[ ] I have been to Canada.
[ ] I have been to Europe.
[ 1 ] I have watched cartoons for hours.
[ 2 ] I have tripped UP the stairs.
[ 3 ] I have fallen down an entire flight of stairs.
[ ] I have been snowboarding/skiing.
[ 5 ] I have played ping pong.
[ ] I swam in the ocean.
[ ] I have been on a whale watch.
[ 8 ] I have seen fireworks.
[ 9 ] I have seen a shooting star.
[10] I have seen a meteor shower.
[11] I have almost drowned.
[12] I have been so embarrassed I wanted to disappear.
[13] I have listened to one CD over and over and over again.
[14] I have had stitches.
[ ] I have had frostbite.
[ ] I have licked a frozen pole and got stuck there.
[15] I have stayed up 'til 2 doing homework/projects.
[ ] I currently have a job.
[16] I have been ice skating.
[ ] I have been roller blading.
[ ] I have fallen flat on my face.
[17] I have tripped over my own two feet.
[ ] I have been in a fist fight.
[18] I have watched the Power Rangers.
[ ] I attend Church regularly.
[19] I have played truth or dare.
[20] I have already had my 16th birthday.
[21] I have already had my 17th birthday.
[22] I've called someone stupid.
[23] I've been in a verbal argument.
[24] I've cried in school.
[ ] I've played basketball on a team.
[ ] I've played baseball on a team.
[ ] I've played football on a team.
[ ] I've played soccer on a team.
[ ] I've done cheerleading on a team.
[ ] I've played softball on a team.
[ ] I've played volleyball on a team.
[25] I've played tennis on a team.
[ ] I've been on a track or cross country team.
[26] I've been swimming more than 20 times in my life.
[ ] I've bungee jumped.
[27] I've climbed a rock wall.
[ ] I've lost more than $20.
[28] I've called myself an idiot.
[29] I've called someone else an idiot.
[30] I've cried myself to sleep.
[ ] I've had (or have) pets.
[ ] I've owned a spice girls CD.
[31] I've owned a Britney Spears CD.
[32] I've owned an N*Sync CD.
[33] I've owned a backstreet boys CD.
[ ] I've mooned someone.
[ ] I have sworn at someone of authority before.
[ ] I've been in the newspaper.
[ ] I've been on TV.
[ ] I've been to Hawaii.
[34] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been on the other side of a waterfall.
[ ] I've watched all of the Lord of the Rings movies.
[35] I've watched all the Harry Potter movies.
[ ] I've watched all of the Rocky movies.
[ ] I've watched the 3 stooges.
[36] I've watched "Newlyweds" Nick & Jessica.
[37] I've watched Looney Tunes.
[ ] I've been stuffed into a locker/I have stuffed others into lockers.
[ ] I've been called a geek.
[38] I've studied hard for a test and got a bad grade.
[39] I've not studied at all for a test and aced it.
[40] I've hugged my mom within the past 24 hrs.
[ ] I've hugged my dad within the past 24 hours.
[41] I've met a celebrity/music artist.
[42] I've written poetry.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've been attracted to someone much older than me.
[43] I've been tickled till I've cried.
[ ] I've tickled someone else until they cried.
[44] I've had/have siblings.
[ ] I've been to a rock concert.
[45] I've listened to classical music and enjoyed it.
[46] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've been picked last in gym class.
[ ] I've been picked first in gym class.
[ ] I've been picked in that middle-range in gym class.
[47] I've cried in front of my friends.
[48] I've read a book longer than 1,000 pages.
[ ] I've played Halo 2.
[ ] I've freaked out over a sports game.
[ ] I've been to Alaska.
[49] I've been to China.
[ ] I've been to Spain.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've had a fight with someone on msn.
[ ] I've had a fight with someone face-to-face.
[50] I've had serious conversations on any IM.
[51] I've forgiven someone who has done something wrong to me.
[52] I've been forgiven.
[53] I've screamed at a scary movie.
[54] I've cried at a chick flick.
[ ] I've watched a lot of action movies.
[55] I've screamed at the top of my lungs.
[ ] I've been to a rap concert.
[ ] I've been to a hip hop concert.
[56] I've lived in more than 2 houses.
[57] I've driven on the highway/been on the highway.
[58] I've driven more than 40 miles in a day/been in a car that went more than 40 miles in a day.
[59] I've been in a car accident.
[ ] I've done drugs.
[60] I've been homesick.
[61] I've thrown up.
[ ] I've puked on someone.
[62] I've been horseback riding.
[ ] I've filled out more than 10 myspace/LJ surveys.
[63] I've spoken my mind in public.
[64] I've proved someone wrong.
[65] I've been proven wrong by someone.
[ ] I've broken a leg.
[ ] I've broken an arm/fingers.
[66] I've fallen off a swing.
[67] I've swung on a swing for more than 30 minutes straight.
[68] I've watched Winnie the Pooh movies.
[69] I've forgotten my backpack when I've gone to school.
[ ] I've lost my backpack.
[ ] I've come close to dying.
[ ] I've seen someone die.
[70] I've known someone who has died.
[ ] I've wanted to be an actor/actress at some point.
[ ] I've done modeling.
[ ] I've forgotten to brush my teeth some mornings.
[71] I've taken something/someone for granted.
[72] I've realized how good my life is.
[73] I've counted my blessings.
[74] I've made fun of a classmate.
[ ] I've been asked out by someone and I said no.
[ ] I've slapped someone in the face.
[ ] I've been skateboarding.
[75] I've been back stabbed by someone I thought was a friend.
[76] I've lied to someone in their face.
[77] I've told a little white lie.
[78] I've taken a day off from school just so I don't go insane.
[ ] I've fainted.
[ ] I've had an argument with someone about whether cheerleading is a sport or not.
[79] I've pushed someone into a pool.
[80] I've been pushed into a pool.
[ ] I've been/am in love.
18:01
Friday, August 04, 2006
why am i trying so hard to meet up with your expections when i fully understand that you are not going to appreciate it and you are not going to make the process easy at all?
i thought it will be a good thing to be able to control my temper a little better so as to lessen conflicts esp with the people around me. but why did i end up hiding behind this facade that isn't me at all? how can i manage to smile as if nothing had happened when i was so bothered by it?
i miss those days when i could just walk into the class room in a really bad mood and just sit there where no one will bother about me and i don't have to bother about them. i miss those days when i could just flare up and shout for what i think is right.
just because i don't show it doesn't mean that i will never lose my temper. it's just that you've never seen it before. and trust me, you wouldn't want to see it.
i hate what i see in myself now.
i feel like a clown, whose only purpose in life is to entertain others.
23:53
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
my grandmother just asked my aunt to cook some tonics for me today. it's supposed to make you taller... haha, i've never heard of such stuff before lor! shall try and see if it works first then can recommend to people.
i know at least 5 people who needs it lor.
you know who you are. haha.
21:20
screwed piano exam. i'm getting used to this series up and downs, the anxiety, the disappointment and then the futile attempts of trying to make myself cheer up.
whoever said practice makes perfect? just one look at the examiner and all the practice went down the drain. furthermore, the examiner was a female lah! was super sian when i realised that before i went into the room already.
nevermind, i shall be optimistic about the exam. i mean, after all the comfort food i had, i SHOULD be happy now right? haha.. basically, i JUST screwed up my exam pieces, scales and sight reading what.. there's always aural mah! MUST be hopeful! anyway, even if i fail this time round, i can always take again next feb. wow. so much for being optmistic.
hmm, anyway, some interesting stuff i saw at the studio.. first there was this middle aged caucasian walking out of the examination room. for one moment i thought he was the examiner, and i was kinda happy cos he was well, a male. then i realised that he was holding on to the examination scores and was about to walk out of the studio. hmph, got my hopes up for nothing.
then there was this mother who was arguing with the steward, cos she wants to accompany her son into the room. -.-''' then the steward was like looking at my mum and said that she have to be fair to all the parents, and since my mum cannot go in, the woman cannot go in! then i was at the other side of the room thinking, my mum got say she wanna go in meh?
anyway, my great diet plan will start erm.. TOMORROW! haha.. shall prove to shu that i am capable of eating less pocky. hmm, actually i don't even eat very much lor! bleahz.
12:07
