Tuesday, August 01, 2006
screwed piano exam. i'm getting used to this series up and downs, the anxiety, the disappointment and then the futile attempts of trying to make myself cheer up.
whoever said practice makes perfect? just one look at the examiner and all the practice went down the drain. furthermore, the examiner was a female lah! was super sian when i realised that before i went into the room already.
nevermind, i shall be optimistic about the exam. i mean, after all the comfort food i had, i SHOULD be happy now right? haha.. basically, i JUST screwed up my exam pieces, scales and sight reading what.. there's always aural mah! MUST be hopeful! anyway, even if i fail this time round, i can always take again next feb. wow. so much for being optmistic.
hmm, anyway, some interesting stuff i saw at the studio.. first there was this middle aged caucasian walking out of the examination room. for one moment i thought he was the examiner, and i was kinda happy cos he was well, a male. then i realised that he was holding on to the examination scores and was about to walk out of the studio. hmph, got my hopes up for nothing.
then there was this mother who was arguing with the steward, cos she wants to accompany her son into the room. -.-''' then the steward was like looking at my mum and said that she have to be fair to all the parents, and since my mum cannot go in, the woman cannot go in! then i was at the other side of the room thinking, my mum got say she wanna go in meh?
anyway, my great diet plan will start erm.. TOMORROW! haha.. shall prove to shu that i am capable of eating less pocky. hmm, actually i don't even eat very much lor! bleahz.
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