Monday, September 11, 2006
dear sihui,
haha. fine lurh! you're smart. actually, i can't even rmb my own username and password for the account. so, i know who to ask the next time i need that passwords! (and you really didn't have to tell everybody that my id-s and passwords are usually the same. -.-''' thanks arh.)
anyway, thanks who finishing the whole template for me. i shall make you love the COLOUR sooner or later. trust me.
-xiaowei-
PS i just realised that this entry is quite... random and lame.
17:40
dear xiaowei,
i managed to hack into your flooble chatterbox thing and got the code.
smart ass me hurr? HA HA.
actually i realised that yr id-s and password are usually the same, so i tried different screen names, and TADA, got into your flooble with jst 6 tries.
your tagboard is up, woman. now, i finished the whole template for you. familiee pic with PINK details. as you knw, i never liked the color (as far as i can rmb). so now, treats man!<BR>
xoxo,
02:12
lalala. the holidays are however! time for SERIOUS mugging.
and that is bad.
00:54
Friday, September 08, 2006
i look silly. tearing from time to time on the bus ride home. constantly trying to stop myself from crying. i am tired, exhausted and exasperated. i really regret telling sihui all those stuff after grad night. all the huge theories about seeing things from different points of view and putting ourselves in your shoes so as to understand your difficulties. cos, i realised that even i am unable to continue doing that. it suddenly ocurred to me that, while we were trying so hard to accomodate with you, have you EVER tried putting yourself in our shoes and see things from our perspective?
maybe the familiee should just break up already. all the heartwarming moments we had. all the promises we made to each other. all the changes we made for each other. they shall all cease to exist. and you know what? it is all because of you. i remember telling sihui on the same night that giving up on the entire familiee for one person is not worth it at all. now, i feel like taking all those words back. what's the point of keeping the entire familiee together this way? no one will be happy anyway. we'll just be busy being angry with that one person that enjoy ourselves anyway.
it's really tiring to just sit in a restaurant thinking of what to do while waiting for this one person's reply. how to while our time away as we wait for the reply which usually comes like one hour later. and one thing really puzzles me, why is your phone ALWAYS on low batt? it's such a lame excuse that it just doesn't seem valid anymore. you've used it too many times.
actually, i'm sure that sihui and daph will always hold that special place in my life. it's just you who i can no longer stand. (before i cool down, at least.)
i'm so pissed off that, ironically, i do not care anymore.
i thought you promised to change.
now, i just wish that you were never that important to the 3 of us.
i'm just, too disappointed.
22:13
Friday, September 01, 2006
though there was the rain and everything, yesterday was fun!
haha, anyway most of the fofms went back to ny to visit our teachers. had a great time talking to teachers, esp mr nah and mrs wong! mr nah is quite... hmm... different from last year. all the weight lost and everything. somemore i think he was in a really good mood yesterday, so he was in that act-cute mood. somemore, he made my day only with a single comment! haha, i'll NEVER forget what he said lor! muahahahhahaahaha!
we then went to Hooks for lunch. i think the restaurant will never welcome the group of us again lah! there seems to be nothing that can stop us from talking/screaming/shouting/laughing loudly at each other. well, maybe except for food, cos as dawn has commented, the only time when there was silence was when all the food arrived and we started eating.
after that we went to ps for movie. Devil wears Prada was good! all the clothes and everything! and i concluded that the cup corn at ps is far cheaper than that in cine. (okay, that was very random)
going out with fofm is definitely the best.
16:15
